So when i say respect this hustle, it means respect how hard I'm pushing my self. You also gotta respect that I'm damn tired. Really burnt. I've said I've got too many pots on the fire, so I had to cut some things from the list. Even though some of the jobs paid, it doesn't make sense to do them because strategically they are one stop shops. There really isn't anything that's gonna come out of it except to waist the supplies I've got left. Painting is an expensive thing. People who do it for hobbies gotta be crazy.
I started on a couple of paintings for some people, and just stopped. I didn't want to do them, I wasn't feeling it. Like I said I was gonaa get paid but if I'm not feeling it I'm not doing it. Alot of things are changing around me, I can see it and I can feel it...don't know why but I just really want to sleep for awhile.
On the rise I've got Brandon Huigens writing a project that was going to flagship the trainwreckt series. Catch word is "was", I pulled the plug on the Trainwreckt series. Instead we're concentrating on "Annihilation Jones". On colors, I've got Pascal Brander out of Norway giving me what everything he's got. That's a big deal having these guys with me. I've also got the first children's book that Empire Publishing will be putting out-an Indian story I heard growing up. Its got some tweaks but the story is done and the illustrations are in works. Painting for myself is gonna take some time to myself to get done. I'm not feeling that I'm putting my best work out, instead it feels like I'm putting work out to get the check. So some sleep and some time, that's what I need. I guess since I've got Pascal, my spanish paintings, and the Indian story I've got Diplomatic Immunity. If that's the case I'm taking as much time for myself......just to refill my soul.
