-between me and you-

So yesterday was interesting, to say the least. Worked on some walls, my new hire didn't show up but I decided to give her another chance, and I saw Dora. Honestly people I'm not trying to be an ass or anything like that, But I said some things yesterday that needed to be said. Its a fucked up situation when someone you had a good relationship with for a year, can't talk or see you--you know friend wise. I asked was it that bad before and the answer was NO, it wasn't bad at all....that's the problem. That's craziness. Listen I don't mean to keep beating a dead horse but seriously you gotta look at this thing/situation and see how retarded it is. We're both grown-up enough to see yes there still might be something there between us but that doesn't mean we can't still be good friends. Its not like I'm trying to bring some stress to the table....but I appreciated and enjoyed her being there to just talk stupid to. We talked about disrespecting people....I think I'm the only one getting really disrespected which is really funny. Look bottom line, like I said, I know there is something still there between us that's probably half the reason she can't look at me or maybe she just really feels like a jackass for what she did; but honestly and truly I'd like to continue to talk to my friend again. I really feel like crap about the whole thing. Let's face it if she really gave a damn about anything we had or our friendship, one would think she would at least text to say hello and make small talk. Even if it was to talk about air freshner. :)