What about the killer?

What happened to him, you know the killer. The baddest man in the whole damn land, killer of killers, best in the west, beast from the east, the dust devil horns, the MR. Impossible of it all? Where did he go? Did he die? Did he fall so hard for someone that he left it all behind? That it was the furthest thing from his mind? Yes. the answer to it all is, yes. I'm in this place now that its like looking around and no one is there. The person I have on my mind has conveniently decided the best way to get me out of her head is to go out with a kid who's liked her. I had a similar offer but its not that easy. I can't start seeing someone, I don't...more like I can't. You don't do that, even if they weigh heavy on your mind. It happens that way for a reason. Its not fair to the person your using to get away from the person you love. I can't start with someone else because I care deeply for Dora.... I'm on a road now that doesn't have anyone on it.....the only thing I'm really seeing is her. Even the paintings seem to get away from me.