The Promise

I'm already feeling the effects of a certain promise I made this morning. I can't talk or see Dora for about two weeks. That's a rough one. Our relationship is a hard one, but its definitely something worth working for. Talking to her today you can tell in her eyes that she wants to say something to me that means alot, but instead she says something safer like we can't be together right now, or we shouldn't be talking right now. I'm gonna be painting tonight as I'm under deadlines and what not, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna stop thinking about her while I try and keep myself busy. She REALLY gotten under my skin as far as meaning something to me, and like I said that doesn't happen alot. I've never really smiled as much or as big as I do with her. S'funny. I hope she calls. I keep thinking maybe if she gets some time she'll show up like she did when I painted late at night. Just to check in on me, make sure I get enough rest and food.....but the call would do. I can really get pumped with inspiration just from talking to her.

Like I said I'll be locking myself in, painting and seeing what I can come up with by morning. I'll post before I leave or when I'm done. I talked to my buddy Patrick and he was checking the sales record for all the Featured artists that work for Painted with Oil (alongside myself). Yeah, they're not doing so good. Admittedly, I haven't turned that much work in due to me being too busy. This place needs a hero bad. maybe if I get enough inspiration and time.........I'll give them one.