Ghost Writer

Couple of things happened today. Some sad, some good. One of my employees lost her baby. Sad thing but probably for the best. She was too young and really was in a bad spot about being able to care for it (not that she wouldn't have had help, but still). Apparently she could have died from the way the baby was positioned in her body if they did not go through surgery. She's been a decent friend for the last couple of years so I feel bad, after all it was her first kid. After they went through the hard part of letting their parents know. Sucks.

Ummmmmmm, I did get some work done today. The pin-up I was doing for someone got approved. Its decent, probably would have been better given more time, but all in all good. The portrait I'm doing is still coming along........slowly.

I did receive a letter today, no return address and no name. I guess it was a poem type of letter. I've opted to post it just in case anyone wanted to 'fess up.

"Sitting and wondering if everything is ever going to be okay,
How did things go so wrong between us?
The love I had for you never really went away,
it only disguised itself as jealousy.
Jealousy of your outgoing ways...
Jealousy of knowing what you really want and going for it.
Only sometimes did I wish,
that those wants included me."

It's flattering in a way. On the other side of that, I guess it makes me seem uncaring but focused. I guess you can never tell how something feels till you go through it. oh. wait. ha-ha. Forget I said that. :) Anyhow all joking aside. Its nice to know. So thank you and sorry to whoever sent this.